A Few Fun Finds

I have too many ideas. And I tend to execute them all at once. Writing a song (Miranda, where are you?), starting a diet, selling wine, selling beauty, focusing on the kids, taking time with Brett, fundraising. Repeat. Then repeat again. And more. Too many ideas and things and I get so overwhelmed. And I have more things I want to do. And accomplish. How do y'all juggle life? I decided to delete Facebook and Instagram off my phone for a break. I still allow myself to get on them on my computer because I find that's when I actually have time to check it. And my goal is to make it until April 1. I can't run my businesses without them on my phone really but I just got so worn down. Worn down from too many ideas. Too many opinions. Too many messages. Lack of sleep. Worrying. Within all my ideas is our normal life- therapy, school, dishes, laundry, rebuilding two houses, Brett's new business. But it's like I HAVE TO EXECUTE ALL MY IDEAS. How do I chil

Sucked. Bowen has been seizure free on her medicine since 2016. Then in the middle of nap time, she seized just as similar as she had when she first got diagnosed. Two minutes and twenty seconds. It didn't hit me until a few minutes ago. When I decided to pick up my computer and write this. I have no idea why. We haven't really told many people yet or processed it fully. Everyone knows how much I love the STARS program. How much they have meant to us. Not only did they handle everything perfectly, but they caught the seizure during her sleep, took the best care of Bowen anyone could have, and comforted Brett and I in ways we can never thank them enough. Because of her teacher's write up about the seizure (love you Meredith), her doctor was able to pinpoint EXACTLY what happened, what was going on in her brain, and what her future plans are. Everything is day by day. We've known that since the beginning. But I feel like we've been in this blissful no seizure